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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Friends are not toys.

You understand what that means? No?
When SPCA's advertisement says that pets are not toys, do you now have an idea what I've been trying to say?

Perhaps when we have learnt to put ourselves in the shoes/skins of others and see the world through their eyes, will we understand the plight others are going through.

Then again, noone's indispensable.

Have you ever felt like you're so alone, although you're surrounded by friends?

Well, I have... Countless times...

I'm a very sensitive person, too sensitive for my own good. Because of that, whatever emotions you or I feel, however tiny they may be, get amplified ten times when they run through me. To you, whatever thoughts or feelings I have may be insignificant. To me, they matter a great deal because it made me who I am today.

Yet, I have lost the ability to feel sympathetic towards others. Bro felt that I've forgotten how to be sympathetic, and he blames himself for not trying and letting me slip by. Truth be told, I've lost a big part of me 4 years ago, and some more as the years pass. In short, I've lost myself.

Why am I writing all these down here?!

Anyway, I've further proof that I will be a hazard on the road should I ever decide to drive. Other than the go-kart accident, this happened to me sporadically. It happened again yesterday.

Me: Uncle, please turn 'zuo' (left) in front.

Cabbie: This junction is it?

Me: Uh.. No, turn 'zuo'. 'zuo', you know? *a little annoyed*

Cabbie: Oh, next junction huh?

Me: Yes.. *relieved*

At the next junction...

Cabbie proceeds to turn left.

Me: *shocked* Uncle Uncle! No no, turn 'zuo' leh.

Cabbie: Correct ah, not here meh?

Suddenly, you see a beam of light shine upon me.

Me: *realisation dawned upon me* Oh uncle, I meant 'you' (right). Please turn 'you' up ahead.

Cabbie: Ok... *amused*

I was left muttering 'Shit shit shit' at the backseat, and felt like the world's greatest fool.

See, I've totally lost it! When it comes to directions, I'd rather show with hand signals where I want to go. But asking me to say it out, takes a minute for my brain to translate the directions from english to chinese and vice versa. That one minute of inner translation can have deadly repercussions on the road, not to mention that I have a 90% chance of getting it wrong.

Steph = road hazard

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desires for 2007

+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
*****Wishlist*****

to be done soon

+ lose more weight
+ ~~get a new pair of spectacles~~
+ shop for new shoes
+ a pedicure & manicure session
+ an eyebrow trimming session
+ ~~a hair makeover~~
+ ~~shop for CNY clothes~~
+ shop for bra and panties

movies watchlist 2007

+ ~~Curse of The Golden Flower~~
+ ~~Pan's Labyrinth~~
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ ~~Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix~~

my babes

[*] Charlette
[*] Dee
[*] Denise
[*] Gladys
[*] Imms
[*] Jo
[*] Lil Sis
[*] Linyan
[*] Lynn
[*] Munster
[*] Rozie

my hunks

[*] Ahxing
[*] Amos
[*] Brudda
[*] Dan
[*] Darthsid
[*] DK
[*] Dude
[*] Hao
[*] John