This feisty lil Bitch has horns!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

It's scary how my bro can feel my vibes through the monitor screen. Yikes!

P.S: So maybe I'm a little smitten bout TX, more than I want to admit it.

Tried to test the waters tonight but he never really answered my question. Haha.. Maybe I did not disguise my attempt well. Maybe I'm rushing into things a little too fast, a little too early. Or maybe I'm just mad and very stupid to even develop a slight tingling feeling for a guy whom I've never met face to face with before - and expect the feeling to be mutual. *frowns*

But there indeed was an unmistakable tinge of sourness at the bottom of my heart for that moment.

Mad. Positively mad.

One should never lose hope.

One should also know not to harbour false hope.

I don't know. I'm confused. And those who know me well would know I probably would drop this issue like a HOT dog (pun intended). The longest period of time which I carried a torch for a guy was 17 months? In the end, I didn't dare let him know how I felt. Anyway he's happily attached now. =)

Point is, why put myself through that kinda shit again? A waste of time. A whole lot of emotional drainage.

Fun meh?

A nagging voice at the back of my mind.

Sometimes, you really wonder what you are living for.

It's a wonder I'm still alive after all this time.

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+ Name: Stephanie Dara
+ Age: Forever 21
+ Horoscope: Libra
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desires for 2007

+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
*****Wishlist*****

to be done soon

+ lose more weight
+ ~~get a new pair of spectacles~~
+ shop for new shoes
+ a pedicure & manicure session
+ an eyebrow trimming session
+ ~~a hair makeover~~
+ ~~shop for CNY clothes~~
+ shop for bra and panties

movies watchlist 2007

+ ~~Curse of The Golden Flower~~
+ ~~Pan's Labyrinth~~
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ ~~Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix~~

my babes

[*] Charlette
[*] Dee
[*] Denise
[*] Gladys
[*] Imms
[*] Jo
[*] Lil Sis
[*] Linyan
[*] Lynn
[*] Munster
[*] Rozie

my hunks

[*] Ahxing
[*] Amos
[*] Brudda
[*] Dan
[*] Darthsid
[*] DK
[*] Dude
[*] Hao
[*] John