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Monday, March 27, 2006 RAWR!!!*coughs and sputters* I am still coughing my lungs out. I don't know why ok. It is irritating me to no end. When I breathe in, my throat feels ticklish and my chest feels kinda airy and cooling - I cough. Shucks! Mommy says if I continue to cough like that, I'm gonna get asthma. And she is nagging at me to go see the doctor. Ah... The second thing Mommy is nagging at is that I am biting my nails. Seriously, I hardly bite my nails. But I have been doing it of late. Most of the times, I am unaware of biting my nails, until Mommy pointed it out an hour ago. She said nail-biting is a sign of being mental stress. Conclusion: I'm sick - physically and mentally. *****
These past few days I have been sleeping and eating a lot. Haha... I know I'm a pig. I've been slacking/procrastinating a lot too. Tsk tsk... Someone please help me dig out all the fat lazy worms under my skin. Thanks! In addition, these two weeks have been like a fairytale dream to me. I've met a great guy. We hit off pretty well. He makes me happy. Alas, 4 days ago, we had our first At first, both of us tried to shrug it off and pretended that there was nothing wrong. Then I realised things couldn't go on like this because it was distracting me from my studies. So I decided to have a talk with him. Him: So what's your decision? Me: My decision is not to be stupid. Him: Oh, understood. That's a good thing. Me: Yeah. Him: Go use your time to concentrate on other things instead. Me: Heh. Ok. Him: Yup! 5 minutes of silence... Me: Anyway, thank you for making me happy for the past week. Haha... Him: Huh? Were you? For the past few days, I've thought about it. I think I'm disturbing you. I am not the one that you wish to appear in the picture. Me: Nah, I was really happy. Him: I was happy too. But for the past few days, I figured that I'm just another of your many friends. Me: Did you ask for my thoughts on that? I don't know about you, but I don't talk to my bestie about all my other friends. Because seriously, I don't want to come across as being a leech, and I don't mince my words. If there are issues, let's talk about it. Don't beat around the bush. Because if you think things between us is not going to work out, tell me. Don't leave things hanging high and dry and hoping issues will resolve by themselves. Him: Hey, actually I just want to know what you are thinking. I hope that things will work out but I don't know if you feel the same way. The thing is, from what I see, I thought you just want us to remain as friends. So I kept my distance from you. I didn't want to come across as throwing myself at you. And yeah, we went on to talk somemore and trash things out. It was pretty ironical for me cos' I am usually the one to run away from problems first. However, I'm usually the emotionally stronger one in a relationship. Geez... Oh well, I think that made both of us understand each other a whole lot better and that was great! Both of us "kissed and made up". Haha.. I think he was so sweet to admit to being too rash to come to such a silly conclusion because I couldn't go out with him on some days due to other commitments. He was also so adorable when he said he didn't like to see me upset and apologised for the heartache he caused me. Sure takes a lot of courage for a big man like him to admit to his faults and apologise. Heh... I must not let these honeyed words get to my head.
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