Sunday, March 12, 2006
It's scary how much you resemble Thomas.It's scary how the past comes back to haunt me.
It's scary how strong the attraction between us is.
I don't like this one bit. It seems all too familiar. The teasing, the lust, the laughters, how much we enjoyed each other's company. I'm freaked out. I don't think my poor heart could take it if I actually believed your words and they turn out to be lies. Please understand and give me some time.
2 years ago, Thomas practically ripped my heart into shreds overnight and left me without any proper answers. Up till now, I couldn't find any reason why he did what he did.
I was left confused.
Hurting so bad I slashed my arms repeatedly, rubbed salt into my wounds and let the cold water run over them. I rocked myself back and forth, tears running down my cheeks as I desperately tried to find an explanation.
I don't ever want to go through that sort of shit again.
Then we went to walk around the mall, window shopping and talking as usual. She looking for a laptop cover and me deciding which mobile phone to get. Couldn't find the laptop cover she was looking for, while I got my N6111. Haha... Am having second thoughts now, was thinking that I should have gotten N70. Oh well..
We had this weird conversation:-
Sapph: So whatcha gonna do after this?
Me: Ah? Go home, of course! What else is there to do? Your boyfriend's meeting you what. I don't want to be a lamp post ok.
Sapph: So boring...
Me: What to do... I don't have boyfriend what. You never introduce guys to me also.
Sapph: Haha... Your school no guys meh?
Me: Ah.. Cannot make it lah. Besides, it's a bad idea - Never get laid where you get paid.
Sapph: Aiyo! You ah...
An hour later, I left Sapph in the good hands of her man and went home $268 poorer. Sigh... Can hear wedding bells ringing already.
Those who know me, know I am pretty much antichrist. Seriously, I have never heard of any other religions that have to solicit/recruit believers and expand their legions, with Christianity being the only exception. Not to mention, how much Christians like to insult and look down at other religions. Goodness, how desperate can you people get? How rude and stupid can you be? How low can you go?!
Do you have to knock on each and every door in the neighbourhood to get them to join in your miserable gospel rallies?
Do you need to station your troops along the road and bus stops to harrass passers-by to attend church services?
No better than whores, ainnit?
If you can't respect other religions and continue to adopt that holier-than-thou attitude, I don't see why I should stop saying 'Fuck You' everytime I'm being pestered by y'all.
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+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
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+ lose more weight
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+ shop for new shoes
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+ Curse of The Golden Flower
+ Pan's Labyrinth
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix
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