This feisty lil Bitch has horns!

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Sometimes, fate does like to play this big fat silly dumb moronic nincompoopic goddamn assholed screwed-up joke on u. Can this day get any worse? Blocked nose, aching heart, anger at a broken promise.

Asked Viv what's the big deal about being in a relationship, cause all you ever do is just to have meals together and watch movies together. It's boring. Viv said, 'No, there's more to that. When you're happy or sad, you want to share it with him. When you've got good or bad news, you want to let him know first. When you've got a silly joke from someone else, you would be eager to try it on him.'

Well, I guess what she said does make some sense. But I'm beginning to lose hope. It's such a pretty ~~cute~~ fucked up ~~relationship~~ friendship I have with two guys. Guy A is disappointed with me, and I'm disappointed with Guy B. Putting it in the passive form, I've disappointed Guy A and Guy B has disappointed me. Tada! Hey, but come to think of it, I'm pretty disappointed with Guy A too! See what I mean by saying that this is soooo incredibly fucked up?

Anyway, my friends happened to be the other matter that screwed up my morning. Woke up, went to the toilet, heard my mobile phone laughing evilly, came out, picked up the phone to see who's messaged me.

Eh steph ah. I don't feel like going for chalet. My mum told me not to go.

The roll of the thunder! The flash of lightning! The pouring of a heavy rain! Ya Ya, I'm exaggerating. That's not going to happen today. Just imagine that shock, that horror, that ~~disappointment~~ anger that coursed through my veins. I've been waiting for that day, planning for that day, even willing to skip my project meeting and bear the brunt of being labelled an asshole, just so I could have this chalet with my gurlfrens. And she has to dash it all with just one short message.

Sorry la.. Don't be mad..

Ha! You're asking me to do the impossible. Just like how I replied persuading you to go but my efforts went down the drain. And that gives me every right to be angry with you! Me and Viv have been planning so long for the chalet. Eve and Jas are also looking forward to having a fun-filled and crazed chalet. At the last minute, when everything was about to be confirmed, you just have to spoil it all! Ah... Heck it then! Chalet is off! You gurls go do whatever you want. I wash my hands off it!

Going back to school later, gonna study doubly hard for my exams.

WildChild @ 10:58 am | comment link here

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+ Name: Stephanie Dara
+ Age: Forever 21
+ Horoscope: Libra
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desires for 2007

+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
*****Wishlist*****

to be done soon

+ lose more weight
+ ~~get a new pair of spectacles~~
+ shop for new shoes
+ a pedicure & manicure session
+ an eyebrow trimming session
+ ~~a hair makeover~~
+ ~~shop for CNY clothes~~
+ shop for bra and panties

movies watchlist 2007

+ ~~Curse of The Golden Flower~~
+ ~~Pan's Labyrinth~~
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ ~~Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix~~

my babes

[*] Charlette
[*] Dee
[*] Denise
[*] Gladys
[*] Imms
[*] Jo
[*] Lil Sis
[*] Linyan
[*] Lynn
[*] Munster
[*] Rozie

my hunks

[*] Ahxing
[*] Amos
[*] Brudda
[*] Dan
[*] Darthsid
[*] DK
[*] Dude
[*] Hao
[*] John