This feisty lil Bitch has horns!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Sigh... I feel really bloated, ugly, fat, slimy, hot, sticky, lethargic, etc. these few days. Maybe it's the weather? Or the pressure? Or lack of sleep? I don't know. I just feel soooo not myself. Phew! All those negative aura/energy around me. I seriously need a good vacation and loads of fun and wild time after all the exams.

Sometimes, I really envy the relationship Viv shares with her sweetheart. Man, it never fails to make me feel awkward having to witness their display of affection. Haha... Yar Viv! I do, at times, feel so out of place, so extra. Like what Nora said, I'm not a light bulb, I'm a lamp post. Haha.. Pathetic, ain't I?

10 months ago, I was bad with my words. 10 months ago, I lost the chance of being able to take the friendship one step further because of what I said. 10 months ago, I was too self-consumed and failed to see how important you are to me. 10 months later, I was enlightened and felt the impact of my mistake. 10 months later, I suffered and paid a price for that mistake. 10 months later, you turned a blind eye and a deaf ear to whatever happened in my daily life.

He said, "I'm leaving tomorrow. But I guess it doesn't matter to you, right?"

"Yup, it's none of my business. Bon voyage." I replied.

Retribution.

Anyway, I do admit I'm a rather ~~stuck-up bitch~~ practical lady when it comes to boy-girl relationships. I can play hard to get, but I can't say the same for a guy who is trying to get my attention. Don't give me crap like you're busy and you don't even have time to say hi/bye to me. You seriously do not know what you are doing to my mind and heart. Want me to spell it out? Well, fine.. You are F-U-C-K-I-N-G aka S-C-R-E-W-I-N-G with them. And I do not like getting fucked nor screwed that way. So you can jolly well go screw yourself and yes, that will make me really happy! From what I know, you're dead and forgotten, JS!

*muackx* I love myself sooooo very much. I'm such a bitch with a bad ass attitude.

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desires for 2007

+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
*****Wishlist*****

to be done soon

+ lose more weight
+ ~~get a new pair of spectacles~~
+ shop for new shoes
+ a pedicure & manicure session
+ an eyebrow trimming session
+ ~~a hair makeover~~
+ ~~shop for CNY clothes~~
+ shop for bra and panties

movies watchlist 2007

+ ~~Curse of The Golden Flower~~
+ ~~Pan's Labyrinth~~
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ ~~Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix~~

my babes

[*] Charlette
[*] Dee
[*] Denise
[*] Gladys
[*] Imms
[*] Jo
[*] Lil Sis
[*] Linyan
[*] Lynn
[*] Munster
[*] Rozie

my hunks

[*] Ahxing
[*] Amos
[*] Brudda
[*] Dan
[*] Darthsid
[*] DK
[*] Dude
[*] Hao
[*] John