This feisty lil Bitch has horns!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Damn! I saw this really cute guinea pig and hamster at the Jurong Point Pet Station last night. They were both female. The guinea pig has got silky white fur and big patches of brown around her black eyes. Her tummy is sooooo round and she is just soooooo adorable! She's one of the smaller ones in the containers and tend to get bullied around by the bigger ones. AWWww... I cradled her close to my chest and held her firmly while stroking her gently with my hands. Such a lil beauty. The hamster is a pudding breed, with streaks of white on her pale beige fur. She's obese! Haha... A round ball of silky thick fur and extremely active. Me and Viv thought she was kinda silly 'cos she walked right into the water dish TWICE instead of going round the dish to get to the other side. Cute right?! Oh, she was also considered pretty big in size for a dwarf hamster. Sigh.. It's such a pity mommy refuses to let me keep any more animals in the house. For the record, I currently only have got two hamsters. Oh well...

This morning I finally told the guy I like that I like him! There! I finally gotten it off my chest and said it! Haha.. But, I didn't exactly told him the whole truth.

Me said:
umm... r u free? cox i need to tell u sumting..
Me said:
sumting i needed to get off my chest for a very long time..
Me said:
u lemme noe when u're free...

He says: wassup
Me says: dunno.. lost da courage to say it.. lolx
Me says: jux 4geddit
He says: ?
Me says: nothing
He says: y
Me says: y wad?
He says: wat happened ?
Me says: nothing happened.. but i jux felt that i need to clear the air.. or rather jux voice out wadeva there is i wanted to say
He says: ya, wat abt ?
Me says: haha.. it's silly lahx.. u'd probably laff at me manx.. yikex..
He says: say loh
Me says: anyway.. i needa say it sooner or later... if not can't move on with my present relationship
Me says: ah.. wad da heck..
Me says: i liked u b4
Me says: haha.. there! i said it
He says: haha somehow i knew
He says: u nv met mi b4, right?
Me says: Yar, tat's y i said it was silly!
He says: cos u told me ur troubles n all tat
Me says: yar yar

OK! So yar, I hate giving him the satisfaction of knowing that I've been holding a torch for him. But he doesn't know how long I've been holding the torch. Setting the record straight, I've liked him for close to 1 year and I lied that I have a boyfriend right now. Like what Liz said, 'You like him and still acting so proud.' Heh... I know why I had to tell him the truth. Firstly, it sucks having to bottle up all the feelings inside for one year! Hated all the mixed signals we sent to each other all these while. Secondly, I'm curious to know how he would react. Thirdly, I need to move on. Perhaps, just perhaps, somewhere in the recesses of my mind, I have hopes that he would suggest taking our friendship to another level. However, from the above conversation we had, I wasn't able to give you more details about what he thought because that was the whole conversation! Yup, so regardless of whether I had ruined my happiness by fabricating a lie or he doesn't feel the same towards me, I'm determined to forget him and just move on full steam ahead.

Updated:-

He says: (: sorry had to answer a phone call
He says: but u hav a bf right
Me says: urmmm... it's ok
Me says: yar.. (*winces*)
He says: haha glad to hear (*winces*)
He says: rem u still tell me u r not gg to get a bf ever
Me says: nope.. dun rmb tat

Any experts? Care to shed some light on what he may have been thinking, especially from a male perspective? Thanks..

WildChild @ 11:14 am | comment link here

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desires for 2007

+ a good man to settle down with
+ a GPA score of higher than 4.1
+ a ton of good crime fiction books
+ a few more pounds to be shed
+ to look and feel good about myself
*****Wishlist*****

to be done soon

+ lose more weight
+ ~~get a new pair of spectacles~~
+ shop for new shoes
+ a pedicure & manicure session
+ an eyebrow trimming session
+ ~~a hair makeover~~
+ ~~shop for CNY clothes~~
+ shop for bra and panties

movies watchlist 2007

+ ~~Curse of The Golden Flower~~
+ ~~Pan's Labyrinth~~
+ One Last Dance
+ Zodiac
+ Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
+ Hannibal Rising
+ The Number 23
+ Spider-Man 3
+ 28 Weeks Later
+ Ocean's Thirteen
+ Nancy Drew: The Mystery in
Hollywood Hills
+ ~~Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix~~

my babes

[*] Charlette
[*] Dee
[*] Denise
[*] Gladys
[*] Imms
[*] Jo
[*] Lil Sis
[*] Linyan
[*] Lynn
[*] Munster
[*] Rozie

my hunks

[*] Ahxing
[*] Amos
[*] Brudda
[*] Dan
[*] Darthsid
[*] DK
[*] Dude
[*] Hao
[*] John